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It’s incredibly possible that I got a bit carried away today at my newly discovered and now favorite independent bookstore, Alexander Book Co. How did I come across this place? While walking to the Identified office, I saw this sign on the corner that said “3 floors of books”, and I just couldn’t help myself!
Pictured in this shot are the four books I picked up:
Hoorah! Three books by three incredibly smart female comedians, and one amazing fiction novel that I’ve been meaning to pick up anyway (especially since I’m so close to finishing The Time Traveler’s Wife — how unfortunate! I don’t want it to end! — and I need something to fill in that fiction gap).
Stop by Alexander Book Co. when you get a chance! It’s not a chain store. It’s completely independent, so you’re supporting a local San Francisco vendor if you drop by. :) Hoorah!
God. I’m so glad I’m not a teenager anymore. Emotions evolve so strangely as you grow. Jaded isn’t the word to describe how I feel about certain things. Just… Logical.
Those feelings that overwhelmed and raged a tempest of muddled thoughts and confused fear, longing, lusting, mood-swinging, excitement — chaotic bullshit. All of it.
I chatted with my boss the other day.
About what it’s like having grown up online, with my childhood on display and all of the ridiculous feelings and crushes and silliness there like a history museum of teenage angst. She said, “If anyone did what you did, it would be easy to pick them apart. It’s easy to pick apart people who are open and honest about who they are.”
And I had nothing to say.
It’s true, after all — I’ve been picked apart.
But I’m just… I don’t know. Happy now. Okay, even. Because I’m doing something I love, helping people as much as I can, and reaching my goals. I’m so lucky. As hard as this road has been, I’m just so lucky and I can’t help but feel so thankful. Thankful to who, I don’t know.
My parents?
My friends?
My amazing team at work?
I don’t know.
I don’t know why I’m writing this either. I’m sick and delusional and when I’m not working (this is my first day home sick), I feel unproductive and lazy and it freaks me out and I start writing run-on sentences because I keep thinking, “Goddamnit, body. Why are you home ill?! You should be at work! What are you doing?!”
It makes me mad at myself that I can’t be perfect all the time and it’s this crippling, awful thing.
I can’t be the only one who feels like this.
Why do I feel like this?
Am I the only one?
At Identified, we are on one serious mission to get our community behind the scenes in order to make the job market more transparent. Everything from the Identified Score, to our blog, to the way we interact with our community as a company — we want you to know that it is our goal to sniff out and dig up inside information to empower young professionals who’ll soon be carving out our future.
Identified recently attended the Ideas Economy Conference in Berekeley, held by The Economist, an event that promotes the idea that human progress relies on the advancement of good ideas. There, we met with Jason Silva, filmmaker and founding producer/host for Current TV, the Emmy winning youth-oriented lifestyle cable network started by former U.S. Vice President Al Gore.
Jason, who now spends his time creating his own epiphany-inspiring projects, took the time to speak with us about his own success and why he thinks millennials have incredible advantages as they shape their career paths.
Check out Jason Silva on Twitter at:
http://www.twitter.com/jason_silva
Head to his website at:
http://www.thisisjasonsilva.com
And stay tuned for more episodes from Identified On air where we’ll be interviewing and picking the brains of some of the most successful and influential folks around the world.
Listen in:
http://soundcloud.com/identifiedonair/jason-silva-interview-final
Loll. Pushing someone’s buttons because this particular person hates when I don’t give him straight answers.